dates are written DD.MM.YY srry americans
this website is so ugly it actually pmo im gonna redesign it and like i kinda wanna make it look a lil like some kinda rentry page with like the weird one colour pallete thing which would probably not work too well on neocities but whatever who cares i have free will and can do whatever i want with my website :P
random yap about my gender but like how can people be fine with their gender? how can people be born a girl and believe for the rest of their life they are a girl? I mean my genders been through a lot and while I don't plan on changing gender identities I still don't feel genderfluid is the right term, I mean my gender does change, sometimes I'm a boy, sometimes I'm not but I always want others to see me as a man and refer to me as such, but I never put any effort into presenting masculine and it just confuses me so much cause like I enjoy being feminine but I want to be a boy?? does that make me a femboy? I don't really want to be a femboy ermmmmmm anyways byeee thats all funnyfish79 out.
first post on the blog woah! i want this to be lengthy so im just gonna yap about my (ex?) friend.(yes you can breathe i just dont care about punctuation) Basically i started talking to him like march this year after months of trying to become his friend cause i lowkey just wanted to date him but i started to lose feelings for him around june (idk why but according to texts with my freind its a mix of him annoying me and me liking another guy) but like i still liked him as a freind so we stayed freinds until like july where we had a bit of a fight and he texted me saying that he basically cant talk to me without feeling extremely annoyed which was fine considering i'd texted him a few weeks before saying we probably shouldnt be freinds but this little shit keeps stalking my tiktok stories and its starting to piss me off so much and its not even like hes just doing it to get rid of the little blue circle around my pfp or smth when he looks at his messages because i shouldnt show up there cause i blocked him (hes unblocked now ofc but hes so close to getting reblocked) so surely he has to purposefully look for my account just to see me gooning to yuri or smth on my stories and it genuinely confuses me so much cause if he doesnt want to talk to me anymore why can't he just leave me alone????? srry housewife radio just started playing holy moly i love ghost and pals so much but yeah anyways i gave him the link to my website and i plan on posting abt it to my tiktok soon so if he see's this i truly miss our freindship and wish we could go back to being freinds but it wont be the same if we do so just fuck off already.