I was just in glasgow to see Pierce The Veil and The Crane Wives (they were literally so awesome I loved it) but i got home at like 2 am and I'm still so freaking tired ugh. anyways glasgow was pretty awesome I had a matcha latte for the first time (I think?) and it was pretty good :P OH I also saw a stand thingy abt communism right next to a stand hannding out free copies of the Quran. glasgows pretty cool ig. FUNNYFISH79 OUTTT!!
The redesign of this website lowkey went better than expected what do we think chat? Haha jk you can't reply because there's no way of commenting on here loser. FunnyFish79 out.
I havent touched this blog in ages... erm anyways its not like I forgot or smth I just havent been bothered, but there is one thing that I want to talk about but can't to any of my friends cause 1 hasnt replied to me in ages, 2 is involved in the situation and I feel awkard telling him and 3 is probably tired of hearing about this so now I'm just complaining to whoever the fuck reads this, I MISS MY FRIEND SO BAD :( I really wish they'd just talk to me but according to my other friend (person 2) they won't even let me apologise to them, and its so hard to go to school now because they're in almost all my classes and its hard for me to look at them without feeling sad, I hate this so much I miss when we were friends, I miss calling them all the time after school and staying up all night, I've spent entire nights just crying and wishing things could be the way they were I HATE THIS SO MUCH AUUUGHHHH. its genuinely so confusing, we were only friends but I feel like I miss them more than both my exes combined? I dont get why I miss them so much but I rlly do, I love them a lot and it hurts to lose the friendship we had. I feel so stupid saying all this because they probably never gave a shit abt me all that much but I did :( if I keep writing then im gonna end up absoloutely bawling so thats all ig, FunnyFish79 out.
this website is so ugly it actually pmo im gonna redesign it and like i kinda wanna make it look a lil like some kinda rentry page with like the weird one colour pallete thing which would probably not work too well on neocities but whatever who cares i have free will and can do whatever i want with my website :P
random yap about my gender but like how can people be fine with their gender? how can people be born a girl and believe for the rest of their life they are a girl? I mean my genders been through a lot and while I don't plan on changing gender identities I still don't feel genderfluid is the right term, I mean my gender does change, sometimes I'm a boy, sometimes I'm not but I always want others to see me as a man and refer to me as such, but I never put any effort into presenting masculine and it just confuses me so much cause like I enjoy being feminine but I want to be a boy?? does that make me a femboy? I don't really want to be a femboy ermmmmmm anyways byeee thats all funnyfish79 out.
first post on the blog woah! i want this to be lengthy so im just gonna yap about my (ex?) friend.(yes you can breathe i just dont care about punctuation) Basically i started talking to him like march this year after months of trying to become his friend cause i lowkey just wanted to date him but i started to lose feelings for him around june (idk why but according to texts with my freind its a mix of him annoying me and me liking another guy) but like i still liked him as a freind so we stayed freinds until like july where we had a bit of a fight and he texted me saying that he basically cant talk to me without feeling extremely annoyed which was fine considering i'd texted him a few weeks before saying we probably shouldnt be freinds but this little shit keeps stalking my tiktok stories and its starting to piss me off so much and its not even like hes just doing it to get rid of the little blue circle around my pfp or smth when he looks at his messages because i shouldnt show up there cause i blocked him (hes unblocked now ofc but hes so close to getting reblocked) so surely he has to purposefully look for my account just to see me gooning to yuri or smth on my stories and it genuinely confuses me so much cause if he doesnt want to talk to me anymore why can't he just leave me alone????? srry housewife radio just started playing holy moly i love ghost and pals so much but yeah anyways i gave him the link to my website and i plan on posting abt it to my tiktok soon so if he see's this i truly miss our freindship and wish we could go back to being freinds but it wont be the same if we do so just fuck off already.
